Sorry for the lack of updates on here. I've been using tumblr way much more. Tumblr is pretty cool, but I do feel bad for not updating on here. I kinda feel like I abandoned a friend. I don't know but I do. I guess cause when I was going through hard times, this blog use to be where I would vent. So sorry dear blogspot for not keeping in touch.
On the another hand I'm in my second year of college. Its going good minus my math class. I'm failing. And I even have a tutor. That just shows how bad I am at math. I pay attention, I ask questions, I sit in the front of the class and I take notes. I've never been absent from class so I don't know why I'm failing. I'm trying my hardest, I guess thats all that matters. I started up guitar, its pretty hard. I'm definitely not use to it and I can't read music notes to save my life. But eh whatever I'll get it eventually.
I really wish I didn't have to go to school though. Its really a drag, and I never feel like going to school. Even if its one of my fun classes, I don't wanna go. I should just turned in a billion of applications and just started working. Ugh. My friend Nick is encouraging me to stay in school "Just in stay in school, you'll be doing better in the long run." I'm not trying to become some super rich person. I just wanna work in the music industry getting unsigned bands signed. That's it. And I want to work for either Decaydance records, fueled by ramen or hopeless records. I really just wish I could drop school. I would have so much more time to get a job. Life isn't easy.
Boys they suck. I'm in the stage where I'm just about to give up on them. I always end up in friend zone, and I'm sure I'll end up in friend zone with the next guy I'll like. So I'm just not even going to try. Plus boyfriends are distractions and I don't need any distractions especially since I'm trying to do well in school. So I'm planning to stay single until I get my AA degree. I know it sounds like a while, but I'm just so feud up with being in friend zone all the time. So I will be taking a break from guys as long as possible. I'll still talk to my guy friends and hang out with them whenever, but I'm not going to be looking for relationship. I am done. And I actually mean it. But since I haven't been focused so much on guys , I've been a lot happier. So its all good. I don't need a guy in my life to be happy. It totally took me a while to really realize that, but I'm glad I did.
I feel like I rambled on and on, so I guess I'm done.
xoxo
britney
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