I am this girl

I stand out but you are too busy chasing girls who will hurt you. I am unique in a clandestine kind of way. I won’t jump off the page, I scream off the page.. I’ll never be the girl you give everything for or the girl that steals your heart, I’m the girl that has you in my heart, and I’ll let go soon as you realize you want me too. You’ll never fight for my affection until you finally figure me out. You won’t see me first unless you understand my backwards thinking. You’ll never ask about me and you won’t care unless you are everything I am and not at the same time. You’ll turn me down either in fear of being hurt or not ever seeing me more than a friend. I’ll be the girl in the background and in the front, the one blending in with everyone else and yet standing out. I’ll be the girl you  wish you paid more attention to in the long run. Because I am the girl who was perfect for you all a long. And you know what? I’ll laugh at you the day you tell me you want me, because I’ll no longer see you in way. Pay attention to me now or you may miss it.