It's alright, she's just joking

I feel like everything is turning back time
Wounds are reopening
Scars are becoming fresh
loneliness is back once again
they left, even though its for a little a while
but you dear blog, have never left.
good old steady.
Those old thoughts are coming back eating away at my insides, crawling for an escape.
These thoughts can't resurface, it'll all be bad.
Back to what was before.
Please not now, not when I thought everything was alright.
But nothing is ever all -alright.
A state of mind that I wasn't worth living is back, back to haunt me.
Trying to remind me of my old past.
I don't want it back.
A lone and Empty once again.

"
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left"