Magazine trends and zero sized confidence

I hate who I see in the mirror
I feel like I can never compare to the girls in the magazines.
I hate that I never feel pretty .
I hate that I wish I was the same size as Audrey Kitching or someone who looks better then me.
This is fucking country has warped everyone's minds into thinking that a size zero is what's good looking.

I never wanna be a size zero.
But I dont wanna be a size me either.
I need to go fucking run.

And if its not my body I'm complaining about it.
Its my hair .
I hate this curly hair.
It needs to grow out and turn straight.

Ughhh I just wanna feel pretty for once in my lfe.
I'm not saying I wanna look like a model or anything like that.
Just pretty.
thats all I ask.

I want my inside to match my outside.

Fuck my life.
I want a new and a better one.