Everyone deserves to be happy.
Everyone is meant to be happy.
But about those who try and fail?
What if you can't make yourself happy no matter how hard you try?
Are you just gonna be miserable?
There hasn't much been much here to give a real smile.
Yes yes the mask works rather fine, but in reality how long will it last?
Not long.
Then what do you do?
I simply can't sit or stand and watch me be something which has turned for the worst.
Am I suppose to lose faith?
I've tried so hard to make me happy.
But fuck it doesn't work.
Am I that broken?
Am I damaged beyond repair?
What's wrong with me?
I've been searching and searching and yet I can't find the slighest clue.
I don't know how much longer I can go with pretending I'm happy.
This is only tearing me apart.
I've been more bitter and down myself.
And feeling so lonely.
Ughh what the fuck is wrong with me?
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