Who knows what lies just beyond the riverbed?

Though, I'm kind of in a  worry state, I'm actually pretty happy with my life right now. I'm taking classes that I seriously love, and I'm making a lot of great new friends. Everything feels like it's falling into place, but a part of me is worried. I'm worried if I took on too much for this semester, some might be like "Oh, you're taking easy classes", but it's a different story when you really really need those classes to build your skill, your talent for your future career. I just want to be great at my classes. I know if I put in the proper amount of time and effort into them, I will definitely improve and be a lot better at my craft. 

Like as I said in my "Firework" blog, I can't lose sight of who am I, what I want in life, and how I'm going to accomplish the things I want. I'm really trying so hard to stay positive and just pump myself up for. I feel like it's working, I just want to make sure everyone else is seeing that I am improving my craft, I'm getting healthier, and I am happy. Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only one who can see the changes. However, I know I'm going to get to accomplish all my goals. 

So many great things are coming up for me I know it! Hopefully a job will be one of them, and I'm hoping I can nail some or all of the auditions I have coming up in the following year.  I really feel like they are, but I don't want to build myself up and get excited for these things, and they don't work out. I really they like they will though (work out).  I can't wait to share the news with the world.

The only thing in my life that is really really bothering me I guess is that I'm single. I know everything happens for a reason, and you can't wait around for your prince charming, he's going to come to you, but I just feel like when is it my turn? I want to fall madly in love with someone , and then fall in back in love with me too. I want a relationship. I really think, I can handle one now in my life.  Before, I didn't really know what I wanted in life. I was going down the wrong path, but now I'm on the right path, so I think I really am ready to give my heart up again and love again. I really want it. I deserve an amazing guy in my life. Now, I just need to meet him. He's out there somewhere looking for me.  

I know now when it does happen, I will be ready for it, I won't be scared, I won't put up a wall. This time is going to be it, this guy who is coming up in my life will be the one for me. I can just feel it. So I guess I need to stop worrying about not meeting anyone, cause I know I will. 

I'm just happy with everything honestly. I know I'm going to have a job soon, I'm getting healthier, I'm improving and  strengthening my craft, and Mr. Right is on his way. I guess I really have nothing to worry about it.  

So I can say, I know what lies just  beyond the river bed, or at least vaguely I do! Everything, I'm dreaming and hoping for will happen; just in the time it's meant to, but I will get to accomplish all of my dreams and the things I want in life.

  Anyways, I hope this blog finds you all well and happy. Remember , everything will work out, and things will fall perfectly into your path. Just make sure it's the right path. Trust me, you'll know if it's the right one. Do you know what lies beyond the riverbed for you? 

Lots of Love,

Britney