I miss being happy

I used to be a happy person. And so positive about everything, but not anymore. I'm not that girl anymore. I wish I was . I try so hard to be happy, but its like I keep on getting more depressed. It's not fair. I just want to be happy again. I miss it. So very much.  I'm starting to accept that maybe I'm not so ugly as I think. And maybe I am this awesome person my friends think I am. Bring back my happiness.