for him...this is the last thing i will write for him. ever.

I spent so much time trying to be perfect for you.

but thats it , I quit.

All the lyrics I ever wrote for/about you are gone.

I cant fucking do this anymore.

I tried so hard to somehow win over your heart

but I'm not good enough...just like you aren't good enough for her.

i wish i never saw you.

i wish i never spoke to you.

i wish i never heard your voice.

i wish i never hung out with you. 

i wish we weren't friends cause then i wouldn't have to deal this .

i'll go back to who i was before you changed me.

unhappy.